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Long lost...

Fri Jan 23, 2009, 8:22 PM
  • Mood: Stumped
  • Listening to: The Birthday Massacre
  • Reading: Air Gear
  • Watching: Casshern
  • Playing: Gears of War 2
  • Eating: Everything
  • Drinking: Blood
Well...I guess I havent been artistically productive AT ALL the past year...
even since I was done with College I havent really drawn anything...was just swept away by the routine life of work/sleep/hangout...and thats about it...so the fire kinda faded from my heart so to speak lol
though I worked as a Graphic designer for the past year I wouldnt really call it being creative.
Still having mucho money is kinda cool. But I do miss the fire of creation or my long lost creativity.
Maybe one day I'll get that flare back...'Till then, theres always another console to try out lol.

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:icongaiavedai:
אל תדאג, זה יחזור מתישהו:)
אני מתגעגעת לערימות שלי!
:iconcrosswound:
אולי...
יכול להיות שיש לי איזו ערימה שלא הבאתי לך...

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:icongaiavedai:
אז יאללה:)
לפני שאתה חוזר לארה"ב.
:iconcrosswound:
how i wish...

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Victory needs no explanation, Defeat allows none.
:icontatsujinedge:
Yeah i can understand that sometimes ya just can't get in touch with what used to drive that creative fire :nod:

Hope ya get some of it back :)

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-To find truth see with your mind not with your eyes
-To kick ass well.... see with your fists

Focus can be an illusion any time i see her i lose it . . .
:iconblue-me:
yoav, you're breaking my heart.
truly.
I understand tough, cuase I have to start doing something about my portfolio to shenkar... and let me tell you.. it's not going well.
we artists are so messed up. we are.
I mean, people are expecting us to always have something up our sleeve but we don't, not always. we're only human know what I mean?
Well I say not to worry. Inspiration will surely arrive somtime soon (I HOPE). It just have to, right? If not what will we do?
Oh and by the way, some of the students in shenkar are so untalented it's amazing! I saw a couple of girls at my previous preparatory class, they were making "clothes" for some project. It was hideous! And I thought to myself: "hey, no matter how lack inspiration I am, still I will never do a piece as ugly as this." And I felt quite content about myself.
So I guess my point is.. well, you know.
:)

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Did someone see my wings?
:iconcrosswound:
thanks :)
I hope so too!

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Victory needs no explanation, Defeat allows none.
:iconcrosswound:
Heeey Shirani, how are you ?
I agree about some of the Shenkar so called talent...some of it just doesnt exist lol
and yes, we are messed up. When are you gonna take another entrance exam ?
after going to art school I can tell you being there doesnt mean you have a talent...just that you have some spark. I think there are more talented people out there who dont go to art schools and just do their own thing just as good if not better without officially 'studying' it.

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